.MELBOURNE.
there must be some reasons why i fall in love with the snow at Falls Creek.
maybe is because of d delight of..
fallin' asleep w dizzling rain
&
waking up to a white blanket of snow..
*smiles*
:)
can't believe how pretty snow is..
how it falls around you..
to feel it on yr skin, yr face..
to feel d melting snow..
pity there isn't enough snow for skiing or boarding
=/
but i'm pretty contented..
had a restful 4 days up in the mountains,
suana-ing almost everyday.
cold but oh soo -pretty-!!
=p
but when it's time to leave d snow village,
i dreaded d Melbourne city so much..
=/
it's like i can't help thinking,
wondering,
the memories or lies..
somehow it feels like d city suffocating me.
how d0es a panic attack feels like?
i really can't wait to get out of d city,
&
amazingly, i misses Gatton alot.
it starts feeling so much like my h0me..
=p
realizing when ppl aak where do i c0me from,
my answer: Brisbane.
ha.
Singapore d0n't feels like home..
&
it definitely feels like i'm jus running away,
n0t wanting to face reality.
.sigh.
i HATE being a coward.
*blurghx*
- memento vivere - remembrance of life - remember to live -
ps, i need to forgive myself.
posted by jan jan =p @ 9:38 PM
