*soaking up aussie' sunshine*

.sweetest baby ever.


he's d one that makes me smile,

he's d one that stole my love,

he's d one that melts my heart,

he's Jansen Koh!

string of unlucky events have been happening to our household!

.sigh.



got d letter from d police,

court appearance 10 June.

luckily not having exam on that day.


got d letter from d insurance as well.

=S



endless assignments.

&

car problems!!!

=S



last friday,

speedometer died on me.

no choice but to follow the car's speed in front of me.

&

i freaking see a big flash!

*&^^#@@%($!

speed-camera!

=S


have been a good girl all along,

always keeping within d speed limits.

&^$@#%!

N my speedometer recovered,

once i pass the speed-cam.

*sad*


&

yesterday,

my car 'tiki' w me agn!!

*frustrated*



was driving halfway when i realised

my car wasn't having much power

as compared to normal.



didn't think much of it till

suddenly my eyes caught d sight of d radiator temp reader

!!!!!!

it's 1 bar away from MAX!!

ha,

had to pull over my car immediately

in the middle of d Warrago Highway!

!!!!!!


from bright evening light

till.......


so dark..

(luckily i stopped over at where there's street-lamps)

- most of Warrago Highway is unlightened.


.mindy.&.me.


2hrs in the cold

waiting for our heroes..

EDW & ERIC!

haa..

=p



oh man..

haa.

anyway, had a crash course this aftnoon abt cars


now i know d locations:

a. wiper water
b. coolent water
c. starter motor
d. wiper motor
e. engine motor
f. engine oil


lol, hopefully all these is enough..


next up!

need to learn how to change types.

=p

baby jansen & my mummy!

(tt's d shirt i bought for him at NZ!)


oh my gosh..

how much has my baby grown since the last i've seen him!!



absolute sweetness & innocence,

my handsome darling.

*hearts*

ha,

=p

.jake's ceriel.


he's actually a MP-doggy,

but looks sooo adorable lah,

esp w d patches of brown ard d eyes!!

ha.

&

.OMG.

he looks so macho!!

like he can be so protective of me!

haa..

-poke myself-

think too much!



anyway,

am thinking more & more abt getting a dog.

but of cos,

thou' i wish i can one like Ceriel,

don't think my house's big enough.

but think i'm contented w....

A CORGI!!!

weirdest dog ever.

short legs, sturdy body, sharp big ears & cute face!

a cocktail mixture of:

a. a sausage dog (for d short legs)

b. sheltie (for d pretty coat of fur)

c. jack-russell.. i think.. (for d ears)


hee, =p


- i wan a dog that loves me! -

i should finish at least half of my assignment before i slp tonight.

cos last night i went to slp so early.

opps!

ha.

and of cos,

aim to complete this assignment by thursday

so i can concentrate on the rest..

=S

sigh.

(kept sighing..)




ps, no worries abt me mummy, i'm fine..

jus stressed out, frustrated, abit grumpy..

otherwise,

i'm fine =)

shed my last tear for u,

never again.

it's a promise to myself,

and i don't break promises.




a friend told me today,


tears are meant to be shed for ppl

who cares and loves you.

so,

i'm reserving my teardrops

for that special someone.

* smiles *



- i wish for bright stars to guide me -

was sleepy at 10 pm,

can't sleep at 4.49 am.


sigh.

am actually v v worried abt my 12 freaking assignments

which are due in 2 weeks' time.

*damn!*


do u think this girl here in aussie is a SUPERWOMAN?!!

- grumbling -




hmm,

been talking to my friend..

guess different people really have different

view and ways of doing things..


it's so easy to take d simple way out,

instead of working hard for things that matters.


guess tt's d reason y i admire ppl

whose driven to excel,

to do their best

in however crappy situations

they might be in..

ha


cos i do hope i'm d type of girl

who dares to fight for d hard way in life,

& to experience so much more..




- my life, my way -

killer 'arhem' imprints!

lol'

(southbank beach)



.late at night.


.mindy.jan.


.goodwill bridge.



had fun,

long time since we explore the city at night.

looks different,

feels different.



more ambiances,

more peaceful.

:)



- growing up -

Better in Time
-----------------------------------------


It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through




Going

Coming

Thought I heard a knock (whose there, no one?)

Thinking that (I deserve it)

Now I have realized

That I really didn't know




If you didn't notice

You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)

To love again (all I know is)

I'll be okay




Thought I couldn't live without you

It's going to hurt when it heals too

It'll All get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile because I deserve too

It'll all get better in time




I could of turned on the TV

Without something that would remind me

Was it all that easy?

To just put us out your feeling




If i'm dreaming

Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings)

But that's the past (i believe it)

And I know that, time will heal it




If you didn't notice

Well you mean everything (quickly i'm learning)

turn up again (all I know is)

I'll be okay




Since there's no more you and me

This time I let you go so I can be free

And Live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is

I will be fine without you

Yes I Will




Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really loved you

Going to smile cos I deserve too

It'll all get better


- leona lewis -

.shattered.


- the feeling of worthlessness -

no words to describe.



for all the memories,

good, bad, sweet, bitter, happy, painful..

i'm thankful for them.

cos i know i'm strong enough to take all these.


this last blow u've dealt me with,

u've no idea how heavy it is.

how painful & hurtful.



but i'm a strong girl,

i'll deal w it,

as always..




stop & breathe

even when u lost your anchor

it's not the end of the world

it's the start of an adventure..

jus hold on tight for the rough ride up ahead.

- jan-

me & UQ gatt0n !







thou' gatt0n wasn't as vibrant as st.lucia,

i stil l0ve gatton

=p

another crazy stunt i did.


darn painful.


lol

but worth it cos it's pretty..

=p



another 4weeks till the end of classes,

& aft that would be exams.


can't believe how time flies this sem.

thou'

lately, been wishing that i could stay in aus longer.


can't believe my 1 year here is up soon.

- bleagh-

=S



mayb cos i know that once i'm back in SG,

i wouldn't b having much fun anymore.

gonna concentrate on my career.

ha,

i do wanna be successful in my chosen field / industry.

ha..

i miss u naidu.

u're so growing up! wahaha..

mature girl.

so proud of ya

& of cos,

v happy for ya.

- big grin -


&

thank you for believing in me.

i know i'll succeed,

jus didn't have u had tt much faith in me.


- LOVE U MY DARLIN' -
*huggies*





- i wish i can be spontaneous -