after-shock..
something happened today.
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really didn't realize that's an interception,
didn't see the STOP sign.
when i do see the flash of gold,
natural reaction's to brake.
but i realize if i brake,
it will directly hit me.
so i accelerate.
hit the back instead.
spin 2 rounds.
a dent = how many thousand bucks?!!
am jus glad no one's hurt.
i'm fine w no scratch..
oh wait!
i'm hurt.. hurt in the heart.
u're nv there when i need u the most.
to jus pick up the phone,
how hard is it?!
even when u're w a foreigner?
esp when i kept callin'.
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how do i feel?
heart's in knots!
turning & twisting!
d pain.
i cried.
2 teardrops for the after-shock,
&
a bucket full for d pain.
u're nv there when i need u the most.
think i've learnt a few thousand bucks of lessons today.. to really drive v carefully.
and, i've learnt that i've gotta be dependent on myself only.
i'll nv make the same mistakes again.
guess this is the only way i can learn:
to guard & protect my own heart from more hurts.
oh, btw
today's the other driver's birthday,
so...
happy birthday to u.
- maturity is never about age, it's all about experiences in life -
posted by jan jan =p @ 7:07 PM
