beautiful seed

.am at a crossroad.

a cocktail mixture of feelings.

red - passion

green - refreshing

blue - depressing

yellow - happy

black - fear

=S

i think i'm -jinx- to Man Utd.

everytime.

everytime.

i watch = they lose!

!!!!

i hope they win tonight..

cos edw's watching w me..

ha, =p

last sat chelsea won man utd,

so sad.

lol.

am watching tml's liverpool & chelsea.

will i be jinx to chelsea too?!

ha, if so, must watch...

i'll be a temp liverpool fan tml

=p

- will someone bring me for wave-listening? -

ps, wave-listening = the music of the waves at night

:)

weekend getaway @ dead town, Gatton!

hee, invited min over for a weekend getaway.

=p

fetching min from st. lucia

welcoming dinner!

chicken rice!

- Gatton campus -

we are floating!

.lovies.

- grassland -

- sunnies -

lake apex

- laundry day! -

like real!

=p

min, i hope u didn't regret coming Gatton & u're nt too BORED!

hee,

anw, our whole family misses u!!

ps, new member u haven't had the chance to meet!

- pup JJ -

黑色毛衣
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一件黑色毛衣

兩个人的回忆

雨过之后更难忘记

忘记我还爱你

你不用在意

流泪也只是刚好而已

我早已经待在谷底

我知道不能再留住你

也知道不能没有骨气

感激你让我拥有秋天的美丽

看着那白色的蜻蜓

在空中忘了前进

还能不能重新编织

脑海中起毛球的记忆

再说我爱你

可能雨也不会停

黑色毛衣

藏在那里

就让回忆永远停在那里

- 周杰倫 -

realization..

it feels like a dream,

only d presence of 'it' reminds me that it's real.

but as time flies,

i wonder,

how much of me do u remember..

is it d time or d feeling?

or maybe it's jus something new & exciting to u..

just wanna keep this memory dearly,

cos i don't believe,

that something this sweet will repeat itself again.

.nostalgia.

- always a sweet memory -

restless..

up alone late at night is pretty peaceful..

cold + quiet = good time to think & reflect.

jus cos of an off-hand comment,

it's able to confuse me up again.

thought i got over these feelin' already.

damn!

- sigh-

no time to think abt all these as well,

gotta worry abt my nv-ending assignments,

studies for my up-coming exams,

closin' of bank acc, postbox, house rental,

&

plans for my melbourne + tasmania roadtrip,
- wipeee! -

ha, can't wait for finally go on a roadtrip!

wait for this chance since like last sem.

- extra big grin -

=p

1st stop - snowboarding at Fall Creek (Melb.)

.shoppin' @ city.

.scenery at Great Ocean Road.

.cute penguins @ philips island.

.wine-tasting @ murray valley.

2nd stop - cruising ard Tasmania!

.star-gazing at Cradle Mountain.

.hiking + breath-taking scenery.

.motel-hoppin'!.

it's gonna be sooooo F.R.E.A.K.I.N.G. cold!
cos tas's so near to South Pole

hee =p
can't wait!

only worries now is my tattoo works..

melb , syd, melb, syd, melb, syd..
darn!

oh, psst!

- tiny snake !! -

- Quotes get u thru' the days u think no one knows what's going thru' -

" would you like to go star-gazing w me? "

am fallin' more in love w Australia.
.
..
.
..
.
i still love Singapore,

jus that i wish i have more time here out in the bushes..

ha, nv tot i'll feel this way.

- smiles -

the rough beauty of the barren lands,

the magnificent scenery,

the breath-taking view of the stars & milky way.

.over a field of lavenders.

neh, jus farm land
=p

.cruising.

.behind the cloud.

- i jus wish i had someone to share all these with -

thanking my lucky stars,

that i don't have a phobia of drivin' after ytd.

thou' it's making some funny noises at the back wheels.

lol`

- maturity begins to grow when you sense your concern for others outweighing your concern for yourself -

after-shock..

something happened today.
.
..
...
....
.....

really didn't realize that's an interception,

didn't see the STOP sign.

when i do see the flash of gold,

natural reaction's to brake.

but i realize if i brake,

it will directly hit me.

so i accelerate.

hit the back instead.

spin 2 rounds.

a dent = how many thousand bucks?!!

am jus glad no one's hurt.

i'm fine w no scratch..

oh wait!

i'm hurt.. hurt in the heart.

u're nv there when i need u the most.

to jus pick up the phone,

how hard is it?!

even when u're w a foreigner?

esp when i kept callin'.
.
..
...

how do i feel?

heart's in knots!

turning & twisting!

d pain.

i cried.

2 teardrops for the after-shock,

&

a bucket full for d pain.

u're nv there when i need u the most.

think i've learnt a few thousand bucks of lessons today.. to really drive v carefully.

and, i've learnt that i've gotta be dependent on myself only.

i'll nv make the same mistakes again.

guess this is the only way i can learn:

to guard & protect my own heart from more hurts.

oh, btw
today's the other driver's birthday,

so...

happy birthday to u.

- maturity is never about age, it's all about experiences in life -

For my darlin' N.A.I.D.U.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

NAIDU !!!

haa,

happy 22nd darlin' !!!

i love love love you muchies.... !!

& guess what?!!

i missed celebrating w u again! (oh man..! =S )

ha, 21st bday didn't count cos u cut the cake w/o me..

*sigh*

=p

anyway,

*POKE*

did u star at yr navel today?

thinking of yr darlin' anot?!

ha, anyway, hope u had fun today, stay happy, pretty..
have fun, jus not too much eh.. =p

oh, wish that u could get a darker tan as well =p

btw, balloon for ya!!

*grins*

- lalallaaa -

okkie dokki.. pics i've promised few days ago coming up!

.
..

...
....
.....

Tongue-piercing !!

*heee*

my last 'normal tongue' pic!

the 'works'

done at Gatton
*grins*

why did i pierce my tongue?

simply because i wanted to try something new,

& experience it for myself.

something i did for myself to help me walk out of the shadows..

- smiles -

but i guess it's hard for ppl to understand truely why i did it.

but hey!

darn glad i did it cos i love it lots!

jus that d 1st few days are really torturing..

=S

no food + swollen tongue = sucky!!

lol'

oh,

went up to toowoomba clubbing w the babes..

disappointing..

lol'

ended up star-gazing at picnic point..

- miss clubbing at sdy -

=p

Hot Babes ~

=p

jan.nik

yanyun.reiko.jan

my mocktail's on the house!
can't drink & drive..

(ps, i miss yr cocktails naidu!)

jan.yanyun

in the washroom
lol'

=p

heard that song 'Low' again today..

can't help remembering

oh well..

=p

- sweet memories are meant to be kept dearly in yr heart -

YUP!!!

i did it!

lots of courage considering i was afraid.

ha, =p

will show pics when i'm ready..

for now..

i miss food! =(

*sob*

oh well..
=p

my sudden urge to do something drastic

! ! ! ! ! !

had this crazy thought over a plate of chicken stew!

ha, =p

not being havoc or what..

just wanna step out of the shadows

my first step..

*smiles*

- have faith in a beautiful day, cos even a rainy day is pretty -

=p

random thoughts..

The confusion and fear,

that's there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better...

and that something is worth fighting for..

- One Tree Hill

Remember,

it's only in the black of night you can see the stars

and those stars will lead you back home.

So don't be afraid to make mistakes,

to stumble, to fall,

cause most of the time the greatest rewards

come from doing the things that scare you the most.

Maybe you don't get everything you asked for..

maybe you'll get more than you ever could've imagined.

Who knows where life will take you.

The road is long and in the end the journey is the destination.

- One Tree Hill

m.y. r.a.n.d.o.m. t.h.o.u.g.h.t.s.

something simple,

uncomplicated,

i hope..

:)

- gonna be MIA -

Sometimes a second chance is needed,

because time simply wasn't ready for the first one..

:)

i think i....

fell in love w Matthew Reilly..

ha =p

can't believe how much i enjoyed his books!

finished this in 3hrs.
*smiles*

really wish i wasn't so hooked onto his stories..

.distracted.

reading instead of assignments..

lol'

oh well...

:)

- a song in my head -

am always hearing the song,

whether it's on radio, shopping or anywhere.

heard it 3x today,

can't help remembering.

oh well..

=S

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Mm..

sudden urge to learn slow-dancing.

felt so romantic on books,

seem so romantic on tv..

ha, i know..

slow dance can't be taught,

but can't help if i'm born w 2 left feet!

:)

so..

anyone's gonna teach me?

i need a teacher & dance partner!

lol'

- am crazy, ignore me! -

=p

soaking up aussie' sunshine

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Sunday, April 27, 2008

weekend getaway @ dead town, Gatton!

realization..

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

restless..

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Monday, April 21, 2008

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Saturday, April 19, 2008

after-shock..

Thursday, April 17, 2008

For my darlin' N.A.I.D.U.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Monday, April 7, 2008

Sunday, April 6, 2008

random thoughts..

Friday, April 4, 2008

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

i think i....

- a song in my head -

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

- star gazing -

*soaking up aussie' sunshine*

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Sunday, April 27, 2008

weekend getaway @ dead town, Gatton!

realization..

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

restless..

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Monday, April 21, 2008

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Saturday, April 19, 2008

after-shock..

Thursday, April 17, 2008

For my darlin' N.A.I.D.U.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Monday, April 7, 2008

Sunday, April 6, 2008

random thoughts..

Friday, April 4, 2008

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

i think i....

- a song in my head -

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

- star gazing -

soaking up aussie' sunshine